We decided to use, maybe, our last 2 vials of sperm, knowing very well that there's almost no chance, but really just thinking about those vials and thinking, well, you never know. We have done one round already a month or so back, and the center managed to thaw half a vial....that round was a BFN so we now have 1 and a half vials left!
I must admit I am still in two minds. Part of me thinks there is another soul out there for our family. And the other part of me wants to get myself back, and not go through another period of the total dependency of a baby. So even after our unsuccessful last attempt and the fact that my eggs are probably on their last legs, so to speak, we are not rushing in to another round. Or maybe we will. One day I will get my period and we might just say, let's do it now.
I must admit I am still in two minds. Part of me thinks there is another soul out there for our family. And the other part of me wants to get myself back, and not go through another period of the total dependency of a baby. So even after our unsuccessful last attempt and the fact that my eggs are probably on their last legs, so to speak, we are not rushing in to another round. Or maybe we will. One day I will get my period and we might just say, let's do it now.
